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Whatz up: {Hi switheartz, u r going 2 read 1/4 of my lifestory..}it may not be a great story to read..but it comes frm e Heart..
Itz true...
signing off- maya
& many..many more.. thx 2 me..cos im e Big Fat Cat..juz kip quiet watching her doin her stufz.. so i can sleep & eat as long as i can...isnt it nice... niwae guys, juz a little reminder.. PLEASE WASH UR HANDS AFTER SNEEZING/COUGHING OK.. if u r not well, go & see dr.. dun kip ur illness..or u hv 2 wear 'glamour' mask juz like my kakak.. she's getting suffocated wearing dat thruout 8hrs & she doesnt want any 1 of u to xperience watz she's been thru.. lucky im a cat ..not swine...!!! hahahaha... *hangpa nie mmg tkleh harap lar Chitah..1 dunia kecoh psl hang.. hang dok makan angin tepi pantai no...
hey you...yes you!! who else has been reading my gurl's blog other than u...??1st & foremost, hensem tk aku?? hensem kn??mmg tk sia2..ku tau...atlaz i got to update her own blog..., i noe her true story..so juz let me e one to tell u watz happening 2 my one & only Kakak@ Aunt Sexy!! 
dis gurl on top yg tak tau malu amek gambar dgn bantal 'wangi'dier nie tgh strez...few wks ago she spent her wkend :sending wedding cards to her relatives & frens etc..(1 S'pore die nk jemput agaknye!)uat berkat die (keje yg tk abis2!! berkotak2 byk nyer...)nk prepare plan list for her big daynk kemas kain baju dier masok kotak.. (walaupun hasrat tk tercapai lepas alek keje..)nk settle kan wedding kek dier agi..bunga2 hantaran nk diubah..bilik pengantin & xcessories to be ready..fitting baju..
i make a point not to interrupt her with her werk..
mmg dasar SWINE betui lar....
wif most of my wedding stuffz are almost done, im more relieved now..as in i dun hav 2 figure/stres abt major tings...wif the help of my relatives & family, im more relaxed now as compared as laz few months...im more xcited & anxious now when 42 more days (as my colleagues countdown for me evryday!), i wil b getting married to sum1 i luv most, Mr Mok...!!! (Yeah...!!!!) when u r getting married & wanting 2 share ur lyfe wif sum1 u luv most, u wil fil veri blessed esp when dat guy is sum1 u known for ages...count me lucky or my fate, ive been wanting & dreaming the two of us making our relationship more further----marriage..since we were teenagers (anak A.B.U!), berangan lar konon nk kawin same2...tapi takut nk fikir byk2..cos we both tot, itz not gd to tink abt it as yet..takut tk kesampaian niat tu...Alhamdulliah, maybe itz e tolerant & sincerity datz makes us together..i didnt xpect the guy i 'hated' most during school days wil finally be my lawfully husband..tular sape suro benci..hah kan jadi suami ku nanti..nk dgr crita...??no lar..My Mr Mok nie dulu step Mr Hunk, Mr Sportman, Mr Casanova, Mr Macho etc..so as a nice girl-nxt-door (cebah!), i dun prefer his outlook..tapi tular, dun judge a book by itz cover..he's a nice guy actuali..niwae we starts our luv story by saying "EHk??"..(delar kisah dongeng yg panjang giler..)cume tk sangke, dlm hati abg nk kawin dgn aku bile tyme ternampak ku tungu bas pat bustop..!!dat tyme baru Sec 1!!! konon crush lar tu...hahaha..pecah perut ku dgr abg critakan..tular die blang, jgn ingat tkde org prasan me..wateva lar yer..! (kecik2 dh gatal..) Hhahahaha.. But Thank Allah i found him..I was lost without himMy every wish and every dreamSomehow became realityWhen he brought the sunlightCompleted my whole life I'm overwhelmed with gratitude..
pagi nie abg uat ku terkejut jek..ade kul 12.30am,dier msg.."im goin out..."i realised he msg me @ abt 5am..so when i msg him, he didnt reply..abt 6.55am,he called me (which he seldom wakes early..)juz asking me whether im oreadi awake..again i asked him (dgn penoh prasaan & kobar2..)where he did he go..dgn rase "bersalah & slambe", abg replied " nantilar org blang dier.."tk ke rase boring & fed up ku pagi2 buta..so after dat..7.45am,he msg me.."u wannna know where i go yestrday??"ku pon jwb.."where??"(marah nie..)dgn bangganyer Mr Mohamad Hayrie replied:"PULAU BANTAL...HAHAHAHA..APRIL FOOL!!!"kONg AjAQ betui!!!kene aku pagi2...i was laughing lyke a hyena on my way 2 work..nasib tkde org..kalo tk paisey seh..so today itz my official date to get diet together wif my Mok..hahaha..lyke real..(i noe..)niwae smlm kite due gi IMM..nak check out wedding bands..cari punyer cari, banyak yg mahal..sampailar ku gi TAKA jewellery..dh berkenan dis couple rings, skali abg tanyer ku satu soalan jek.."dear, itz white gold..org leh pakai white gold??"masyaAllah, ana tk perasan ante tk bule pakai itu cincin emas..i totalli forget abt him!seriously, kite wanita nie kalo dh nampak DIAMOND...paham2 jelah ye..kalo diamond dpan mate,sape pat sblah pon tk pandang..so again kite venture lain kedai pon same..itz great hunting the stufz together..hah..dari situ baru nampak betape cerewetnye, fed upnye, hepinye etc..
hey..hey..hey...im..baaaaaccckkkk!!!! letz count down everybodi..i've got 2mths 10days ( my colleagues countdown 4 me!!!) to go til i wil b "Mrs Hayrie"!!!cool huh...ya..itz a nice feeling to called as "mrs" sum1.. niwae itz goin to be another long journey rite after im married.. stil not sure watz in store for me.. these few wks had been sucks 4 e both of us.. mcm2 dugaan.. itz true, when u r engaged alot of tings do hapen beyond our control..makan hati, bingit, cekik darah!! (datz how we fil..)due2 nak mnang, due2 rase btol.. kalo ditegor, ngamok tk trima.. hapens tymes where both of us shouted at each other!! we juz dun care wat e heck e true prob was but to vent anger at each other instead.. sedih sgt..til one point of tyme i did asked him if he has stopped loving me?? but.. we did hav fun planning for our big project..WEDDING!! esp me..die ikotkan aje...hahaha... of coz..guys dun hav e concept of planning esp when it comes to big stuffz.. they prefer to do sumting useful rather having to walk 1 whole day juz to find berkat eg.!! so when i told him to do dis, dat..die ar2 kan jek.. he told itz our wedding & i hv e right to dcide wat i want.. but of coz subject to his agreements.. til to date, im stil wondering when we can settle down peacefully wifout having those grudges..hmmmph!! i suddenly remind of Neyo song :MAD.. dis song is so close to wat im having nw.. itz lyke how a couple shouting at each other wifout any reasons wat they r fighting for... mcm lepas geram tu lar..sampai mlm nk tdo pon tk leh tdo.. niwae i juz hope tings got well wif me & Mok soon.. makin nk dekat majlis nyer, mcm2 sey kite due nie..naughty bangat!!! She's starin' at meI'm sittin' wonderin' what she's thinkin'Nobody's talkin' 'cause talkin' just turns into screamin'And now it's I'm yellin' over her, she yellin' over meAll that that means is neither of us is listening And what's even worse?That we don't even remember why we're fightingSo both of us are mad for Nothing, fighting forNothin', crying forNothing, whoaBut we won't let it go forNothing, no not forNothing, this should beNothing to a love like what we gotOh baby, I know sometimes it's gonna rainBut baby, can we make up now?'Cause I can't sleep through the painCan't sleep through the painGirl, I don't wanna go to bed mad at youAnd I don't want you to go to bed mad at meNo, I don't wanna go to bed mad at youAnd I don't want you to go to bed mad at meOh no no noAnd it gets me upsetGirl when you're constantly accusingAskin' questions like you already knowWe're fighting this warBaby when both of us are losingThis ain't the way that love is supposed to goWhoa, what happened to workin' it out?We've fall into this placeWhere you ain't backin' down and I ain't backin' downSo what the hell do we do now?It's all forNothing, fighting forNothing, crying forNothing, whoaBut we won't let it go forNothing, no not forNothing, this should beNothing to a love like what we gotOh, baby this love ain't gonna be perfectPerfect, perfect, oh ohAnd just how good it's gonna beWe can fuss and we can fightLong as everything's all right between usBefore we go to sleepBaby, we're gonna be happy, oh
