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Whatz up: {Hi switheartz, u r going 2 read 1/4 of my lifestory..}it may not be a great story to read..but it comes frm e Heart..
Itz true...
signing off- maya
well took alot of picz on dat day..(juz check out my family Multiply if u wish 2 c more)..sampai penat mulut nie tersengih... :0)phew..laz Sat was a hectic but fun outing wif my family & relatives..meriah gilernyer dlm bas..my aunt's family frm Muar joined us too..so u can imagine brape ramai org de dlm bas tu.. well, we managed 2 cover all 15 places at one go..Amek Ko!! each house served wif delicious Yummy food which i totally cant resist..so Makan,Makan, Makan!!!esp kueh tat!! jgn nampakkn kueh tat pat aku..habis 1 balang ku bantai.. Dasyat...Takuuut...!!!
how's raya?? mine was ok..stil hav lotsa of places 2 visit..dis Sat wil be Raya outing wif my dad's family side..lyke evry year we went Raya wif our rented Bus..hah kaw,ribut!!! skali dtg umah org dh mcm bwk troop army!!Kena siap duit raye jelar..e gd news is i stil receive duit collection (dh besar gajah pon dpt jugak,lom kawin pe..hehehehe)!!!as u noe i hav a slight mizunderstanding wif dad..so pagi raye tu biler mintak maaf, so emotional..rite nw we r back as per normal..*cheerz* 
a song frm Aishah 'Melukut di Tepi Gantang'..a song describe how sad a person can b when her loved one didnt apreciate her luv & make her wait wihout any assurance dat she wil b loved back.. Di malam yang sunyiDudukku termenung sorang diriDi jendela sepiHingga dinihariKu menantikan kepulanganmuNamun kata hanya sekadarTinggal kata-kataBagaikan melukut di tepi gantangBegitulah aku Di dalam hidupmuAda tiada tak memberi kesanHanya aku menanggungKerinduanDulu pernah kau katakanSayangIngin mendengarku berlagu riangMenawar duka larakuLupakan saja..Derita yang berlaluTapi mengapa dirimu,kasihIbarat lalang ditiup angin Kasihmu diracun oleh kata fitnahpenuh hinaHingga kini kau biarkan saja..Diriku menanggung sepiDengan irama dukakuYang tak bermaknabagimu
Sedih kan lagu nie..yup, it has bits & pieces of my lyfe journey in dis song..niwae sowie folkz 4 nt updating often..been bz nowadays...wif raya coming up..well ive got no mood 2 blog..itz not easy 4 me 2 tell others abt my probs..wat else in blog..actualy im not 'selling' my story 2 people..but i guess wat im goin thru wil b a useful lesson 2 me..
i had a tiff wif my dad recently..regarding my work..yup,no use 2 tell animore.. itz been 1wk now..jarang kiter tk bual lamer2..he's 1 of my great advisor in lyfe..he's close 2 us dat i can actuali talk 2 him esp abt 'relationshp'..nanti startlar lecture dier..'jgn kecik kan hati org tue,kalo mk ayah dh tkde- jage adik2, Nanti kalo dh kawin; dgr ckp suami, syg mk mertue mcm mk sendri, jgn tingal solat,kalo uat pape biar ikhlas etc'...so in tymes lyke dis, im quite disappointed..dis few days he's not well..normally im e 1 who wil take care of his medicine,diet etc..kesian lak tgk ayah aku nie..tapi bile pikir alek pe dier ckp hari tu, Tuhan je yg tau sakitnyer hati!! but who cares i juz set aside my ego & made him a nice soup..now itz up 2 him whether 2 smile/talk 2 me again..aku tau tk baik dgn org tue kite uat mcm nie..tapi tular kadang2 parents nie nk kiter dgr je ckp dorg..tapi dorg tk penah nk pahm pe kiter nk sbenarnyer.. but to tink abt it,i shldnt b emo..he's trying 2 approach me wif answers but in e wrong attitude...ku nie kan sensitif gilernyer..agak2 mcmane nanti kalo nk salam dier pagi hari raya nanti.. confirm aku sebak.. :.o(
yesterdy,i heard a shocking news..Dear met wif an accident..! i dunno wat 2 say cos tings hapen so fast..but i was blessed dat nothing shld hapen 2 him..or i will regret for lyfe!! lucky 4 him,he was orite..Alhamdulillah..
mayb dis is wat they call it 'fate'...ive learnt dat no matter how 'harsh' our loved ones treated u, they r doin it 4 own gd..so when mishap hapen 2 me dis few wks,i was reminded nt 2 b selfish & tink of my own self..juz treat them well despite hw they treat u..cherish ur loved ones while they are here bside u..cos u wil nvr noe wat lies for us 2moro..Ramadan dis year was a challenging one 4 me..i always pray dat when it comes to 'disaster', Allah was testing me 2 c hw strong i m in facing challenges in lyfe..
p/s: 2 all my frens; Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri,Maaf Zahir & Batin..di hari yg mulia ini,ampun & maaf ku pinta di atas kesilapan lalu..mane yg sngaje/tk sngaje, sowie k gurlz...
esp to Sri, sowie dis year tk sempat nk buke same2..jgnlar marah2.. cheerz!
