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Friday, March 6, 2009

Friday, March 06, 2009

hey..hey..hey...

im..baaaaaccckkkk!!!!

letz count down everybodi..

i've got 2mths 10days ( my colleagues countdown 4 me!!!) to go til i wil b "Mrs Hayrie"!!!

cool huh...

ya..itz a nice feeling to called as "mrs" sum1..

niwae itz goin to be another long journey rite after im married..

stil not sure watz in store for me..

these few wks had been sucks 4 e both of us..

mcm2 dugaan..

itz true, when u r engaged alot of tings do hapen beyond our control..

makan hati, bingit, cekik darah!! (datz how we fil..)

due2 nak mnang, due2 rase btol..

kalo ditegor, ngamok tk trima..

hapens tymes where both of us shouted at each other!!

we juz dun care wat e heck e true prob was but to vent anger at each other instead..

sedih sgt..til one point of tyme i did asked him if he has stopped loving me??

but..

we did hav fun planning for our big project..WEDDING!!

esp me..die ikotkan aje...hahaha...

of coz..guys dun hav e concept of planning esp when it comes to big stuffz..

they prefer to do sumting useful rather having to walk 1 whole day juz to find berkat eg.!!

so when i told him to do dis, dat..die ar2 kan jek..

he told itz our wedding & i hv e right to dcide wat i want..

but of coz subject to his agreements..

til to date, im stil wondering when we can settle down peacefully wifout having those

grudges..hmmmph!!

i suddenly remind of Neyo song :MAD..

dis song is so close to wat im having nw..

itz lyke how a couple shouting at each other wifout any reasons wat they r

fighting for... mcm lepas geram tu lar..sampai mlm nk tdo pon tk leh tdo..

niwae i juz hope tings got well wif me & Mok soon..

makin nk dekat majlis nyer, mcm2 sey kite due nie..naughty bangat!!!

She's starin' at me

I'm sittin' wonderin' what she's thinkin'

Nobody's talkin' 'cause talkin'

just turns into screamin'

And now it's I'm yellin' over her,

she yellin' over me

All that that means is neither of us is listening

And what's even worse?

That we don't even remember why we're fighting

So both of us are mad for

Nothing, fighting forNothin',

crying forNothing, whoa

But we won't let it go for

Nothing, no not for

Nothing, this should be

Nothing to a love like what we got

Oh baby, I know sometimes it's gonna rain

But baby, can we make up now?'

Cause I can't sleep through the pain

Can't sleep through the pain

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you

And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me

No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you

And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me

Oh no no no

And it gets me upset

Girl when you're constantly accusing

Askin' questions like you already know

We're fighting this war

Baby when both of us are losing

This ain't the way that love is supposed to go

Whoa, what happened to workin' it out?

We've fall into this place

Where you ain't backin' down and I ain't backin' down

So what the hell do we do now?

It's all for

Nothing, fighting for

Nothing, crying for

Nothing, whoa

But we won't let it go for

Nothing, no not for

Nothing, this should be

Nothing to a love like what we got

Oh, baby this love ain't gonna be perfect

Perfect, perfect, oh oh

And just how good it's gonna be

We can fuss and we can fight

Long as everything's all right between us

Before we go to sleep

Baby, we're gonna be happy, oh