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Whatz up: {Hi switheartz, u r going 2 read 1/4 of my lifestory..}it may not be a great story to read..but it comes frm e Heart..
Itz true...

signing off- maya

Monday, December 17, 2007
Monday, December 17, 2007

sumtymes e road im taking can b too winding & narrow..
sumtymes e lyfe dat i lead can b too complicated & hard..
sumtymes e luv dat i hav can b too harsh & sad..
sumtymes e mood dat i fil can b too stress or sickening..
but im content & prayed dat all these negatives r staying juz 4 a while..
juz 4 a tiny little while..cos they r here 2 make sure dat im strong enuf 2 face all e probs lyke an adult do..


Monday, December 17, 2007

Baby I love you
You are my life
My happiest moments weren't complete
If you weren't by my side
You're my relation
In connection to the sun
With you next to me
There's no darkness
I can't overcome
You are my raindrop
I am the sea
With you and God, who's my sunlight
I bloom and grow so beautifully
Baby, I'm so proud
So proud to be your girl
You make the confusion
Go all away
From this cold and messed up world
I am in love with you
You set me free
I can't do this thing
Called life without you here with me
Cause I'm Dangerously In Love with you
I'll never leave
Just keep lovin' me
The way I love you loving me
And I know you love me
Love me for who I am
Cause years before I became who I am
Baby you were my man
I know it ain't easy
Easy loving me
I appreciate the love and dedication
From you to me
Later on in my destiny
I see myself having your child
I see myself being your wife
And I see my whole future in your eyes
Thought of all my love for you
sometimes make me wanna cry
Realize all my blessings
I'm grateful
To have you by my side
Every time I see your face
My heart smiles
Every time it feels so good
It hurts sometimes
Created in this world
To love and to hold
To feel
To breathe
To love you
p/s: yup i noe im veri e emo..suddenly tonite..but who cares, im in luv rite now..juz lyke im feeling for e past 5 yrs..i dunno y i fil dis way..cant wait for 16 jan 08..6 years to be..insyaallah..


Wednesday, December 5, 2007
Wednesday, December 05, 2007

im missing all my gerlfrens!!! babes,where r u gerls??? been juz talking on e fon wif dem, askin how r they doin...well mayb im juz started 2 fil 'small', 'alone in my own world'...heard dat 1 of my fwen,Umahrani, is goin 4 surgery..?i dunno if itz true..

im not in my own self lately....seriously,ive no appetite 2 eat too..many events took place which hinders my daily lyfe..werk esp..so strez..maner nk uat registration,prescription, blood tests, ECGs,audiometry etc...& deres only 4 of us werking at e clinic!!! imagine tadi 1 of us on MC.. how rushing it is..!!!

im not complaining cos im used 2 hard werk..but im juz plain bored..ntah eh,new environment agaknyer...hmmmmm....

as for my luv lyfe, we r havin a nice tyme 2gether dis few days..my mok is nice & understanding 2wards me..he prepares 2 hear my 'nonsense & crap' (which he normaly refuse 2 hear everytyme!!)...mok mok... :o)